Yesterday morning, I spoke with My Village Well, joined by a group of women who regularly gather for growth, connection, laughter and, on occasion, tears. My topic was Rising Strong, based on the work of Brené Brown in her book by the same name. Chosen because we will all need a path to rise from 2020, the topic led to a spirited conversation about boundaries and, interestingly enough, the consensus that many of us are tired of being a good girl.
The short path to get there
You might have the Talking Heads in your mind right now and their classic, “How did I get here?” How indeed.
As women, the idea that we would venture out and pursue a life that is something other than what we’re ‘supposed to’ do is foreign. At least it was to me. Long entrenched in the idea that I was supposed to ‘behave,’ and go wit the flow, any action to the contrary caused me internal turmoil. If an important person in my life said I ‘should’ veer in a particular direction, I’ve largely done it. The result being that other people defined what should be meaningful in my life.
For example, the idea of volunteering. Do I believe volunteering is important? Absolutely. Am I out doing on the regular? I am not. I have been cajoled, prodded, coerced, and shamed into volunteering. Why? Because ‘good girls’ do it, so naturally, so should I.
What if I dissent?
Our social construct creates obstacles for those who choose to dissent. Simply, dissent means to differ in opinion. We’ve heard Ruth Bader Ginsburg’s dissents discussed this week as being written for the future. For generations to come. Interestingly, in polite society, to dissent with someone might create conflict and tension. But why? If dissent is merely a difference in opinion, a different take on the matter, aren’t we all allowed to do so? Or does dissent remove us from the Good Girls Club?
As we talked about it yesterday, it occurred to me that boundaries, which we all need to one degree or another, are a form of dissent. A boundary is me telling you what’s ok and what’s not ok. It’s establishing a relationship parameter for the future. Yet, dissent is often seen less as a different in opinion but instead resistance or the opposition. And good girls do not engage in resistance.
If we’re living a Wholehearted Life as Brené Brown writes about in The Gifts of Imperfection, one of our Guideposts is letting go a ‘supposed to and should and cultivating meaningful work.’ I’ve been focusing on it throughout September and continue to see areas where I’ve given in to supposed to. Good girls do that.
It’s ok to not be a good girl
No, really, it’s true. Of the 7,300,000,000 (yes, that’s seven BILLION…) results that come up on Google upon entering ‘what is a good girl’ into the search bar, this one caught my eye:
The “good girl” definition of good is to be passive, submissive and compliant. A good girl won’t be solving problems, feeding the homeless and making the world a better place. She’s good by her own twisted definition of good. And anyone who doesn’t adhere to her paradigm of goodness is most likely, in her mind, bad
Dissenting, having our own opinions, creating boundaries and a plan for ourselves does not make us bad. As women, we would do ourselves a huge favor to let go of the good girl paradigm, of ‘supposed to,’ and instead, make our own path.
We can choose Rising Strong
Using Brown’s Rising Strong process, we can have our own reckoning and consider what we feel, what emotion or false truth has hooked us and impacted our thinking and behavior. Next, we rumble, and unlike in West Side Story, nobody must die. We may be influenced by other people but choosing to go down their path was a choice. Rumbling with our choices leads to coming to grips with our responsibility in our own story…the ways we’ve put on the good girl dress and left it on. Finally, we have the revolution, our opportunity to change. To make different choices because we see our own complicity in our stories.
Integrating our learning with future choices, it’s how we move from ‘supposed to and should,’ to meaningful. How we give up the good girl persona and become our own person, one who we define and who claims her own agency. One who may dissent…and I hope we do…because the world needs our voices. We can rise strong. I believe in us. Be brave my friends. Lisa